i again here. hehehehe . night still young bebeh. just wanna say .i'm not easy person to be with i know that. i probably wont even try to make it easy for you until i lose it. i'll be really dificult at times.it may seem like, at times i say i dont want you.and i dont like you but i do. i'll be challange because you are not mine. i'm not the person who will give u sympathy coments but when i say something it really from my heart and i mean it. even how much i try i do but it never seem like enough.i just tired. something always bring me back to remember you. i made mistake and i know 'sorry' cant just make everything back to normal but i really sorry and i hope u forgive me. sometimes a word that u say might hurt me but i just keep quiet be patient nvm i will always try and try. things happen for a reason. sometimes feel like how idiot am i . but i dont regret what had happen. it takes just a minute everything destroy. my heart and mind are fighting. hate u like u miss u or fall again. conclusion maybe move on. i accept i maybe happy :) i deseve this all? things change so fast. i know people come and go but my heart cant just love and hate or like and dislike. first love its hard to forget.